Back To Home – 8 : KS : The Kaam Sutra


It did not take long to understand context of the silent agreement between my Mom and Aman. In fact, I had to do nothing to find out. It revealed itself without any efforts from my side. Right after that moment, I became prisoner. I was not left alone, even for a fraction of a second…

Back To Home – 7 : Love and the Love


Later that day, when everyone left, I got some private moments and came back to my room after finishing breakfast and bidding adieu to all my friends. I had planned to go to my college to complete the formalities of joining back the academic session, but after reaching my room, I got those memories back….

Back To Home – 6 : Good Morning Fight


Last night, I felt little “at home”, when Aman hugged me during sleep. It made me feel similar to the hug of my roommate, to which I was habitual now. Although, it was very different from touch and style of my roommate. His style used to be very cozy, and passionately loving, while Aman was,…

Back to Home – 5 : The Night Duty


The time was getting tougher. The small drops of care and support reflected from my friends worked to temporarily calm me down but then it bounced back with more powerful misery of missing my roommate. Their acts of support and care reminded me of my roommate more profoundly. It made me feel more depressed. It…

Back to Home – 4 (Loneliness Revisited)


After talking to my roommate, I felt a kind of relief. There was now a peace. It felt so better. I closed my eyes to catch some sleep. Mom is Mom, she is aware of every need of her Son. For her, I am always the same kid who needs proper care and attention. She…

Back to Home -3


I reached home next morning. Home Sweet Home. East or West, Home is the Best. It is evergreen truth. There is no place like home (or home town if you are coming from outstation visit after a long time) on this planet earth. This was the place I missed miserably in past 1 year of…

Back to Home -2


When we fall in love,  we start admiring the loved one. We fall in in love of his everything. The things he does, the way he laughs, or talks everything is so peculiar and catalyst to raise the feeling of love. That’s the power of the love, it multiplies itself when it exist. He kept…

Back to Home -1


Dear Friends, I know there has been a gap, a long gap from my regular routine of updating my eDiary, hence I am apologizing sincerely to my readers for this delay.  It was totally out of my control to update it. As probably most of my readers would be aware of that I had moved…

My Journal (Part 1: Love & Control)


Dear Diary, I had decided to refrain myself from sharing our intrinsic love-life moments and “the things” with you and I followed it. I was avoiding putting any day to day events and love scenes between me and my roomie here. But now, I came back to you. You are one of my closest friends…

Yoga and Navel


He was troubled and I was worried. He was suffering with loose-motions and I was worried for his deteriorating health. Whatever he consumed, even liquid diet, it was causing him problem. He was under medication but it was not effective and was not able to cure him completely. “Looks like, you caught an evil’s attention….

Snippets from Personal Diary-3


(Contd. from previous part) Before he could reach me, I jumped off the bed and quickly ran towards the bathroom.  It was the easiest way for me to avoid any embarrassments and confrontations with him. Seeing me running toward bathroom,  he changed his direction and instead of coming to me, he started moving toward the…

Snippets from Personal Diary -1


(Snippets from my Personal Diary after last incident : Immature and Childish) [February 20th ] Introspection There is complete dis-connection between us. I am disappointed, but why? It feels bad if someone makes you feel incompetent, or inferior. But that is not my primary concern. Because I know his allegations of me being Childish and Immature…