I don’t really know what is this.. and why is it so.. but for last couple of days, I am feeling very fragile, upset, emotionally down and useless. I even don’t want to be with him. His presence and his actions are repelling me and he is looking more irritating to me now.
I don’t understand what brought so many drastic changes in me and my life in last couple of days but it is like this only. It is not that he is doing something new. Whatever he does is always smoothing and caring but now even that is irritating me. Is it uncertainty, anxiety or any thing else?
I am now getting frustrated easily and boil quickly at mere glimpse of his body, or if he touches me. I don’t like talking to him. The worst part is the guy whom I started liking and feeling in love with him recently, now the same guy is becoming a target of hate for me. He had probably not done anything wrong. The problem is with me, but I don’t know how to get out of this problem.