The Trick ! (Part -3)

After reaching in room, the first thing that needed attention was to get a shower and change the clothes wet with mix of rain water and road water. I was taking my clothes and towel from cupboard when the roomie entered in the room after parking his bike properly.

He glanced at me, and then moved forward but I ignored him and went to bathroom to take the shower. After putting my dry (new) clothes on the shelf inside bathroom, I was unbuttoning my shirt when he entered inside bathroom and locked the door from inside. I was thinking why the hell would he do that? What is going on (in his mind)?

While I was making wild guesses without any clues, he approached me. He was appearing as a villain to me at that moment filled with all sort of negativity. I moved back but there was not much scope, I was already standing under shower (close to the wall). In a steps or two I hit the wall behind me. His movements were making me anxious. He came close to me, very close and then blocked my all possible escape routes by covering me in between his arms and walls. His both hands were on the wall on both sides of me. He was staring at me looking directly in my eyes. I could clearly see the over-dose of confidence in his eyes that was making me more nervous. I tried a failed attempt to threaten him of dire-consequences but my stammering voice and low-confidence tone could not produce the desired effect of threatening. Instead, it sounded like I was begging him for something.

I could hardly finish the phrase, “Look ! … I am warning yo…” when he placed his index finger on my lips to turn me silent, and said “Sssshhhh….!”. He then started moving it from where it was placed on my lips to the other end of my lips. Slowly, he leaned over and attempted to kiss me. I turned my face away to avoid him. This was for the first time in our last 3 months together when I was feeling afraid of him, nervous, low in confidence and helpless. He paused and said, “Don’t worry ! I am not going to eat you. All I want is to have a bath together.”

I slowly turned back to see him. Mostly the eyes reflect the truth beyond the spoken words.I wanted to read the truth behind his words. He was still standing in that previous kissing pose, and as soon as turned back to him, he planted a kiss on my lips. The first kiss was relatively smaller one and a surprise to me. Then he gave me a little break and resumed a passionate and longer kissing sequence.

kiss He grabbed my face in his hands when I tried to resist; so I was unable to move away. I tried my best to push him away from me but he was holding me tightly. Anyways, I am not a match to his gym-toned slightly muscular body built. I even could not take his hands off my face. I got a chance to feel his rock-hard muscular biceps when I tried moving his hands off my face.

Seeing me fighting hard, he relieved my face a bit and moved his left hand to caress my hair and started massaging gently on my head. My shirt was already unbuttoned. He placed his right hand on my chest close to my nipples and started sliding it all the way from my nipple to my belly and up to my waistline. shirtoff He said, “Relax ! Don’t panic. I won’t harm you darling. Don’t you Believe me? Don’t complicate it and make it harder for both of us.”  It sounded like a threat, a warning to me at that moment. His acts were clearly reminding me of an elephant who is in the “Musth” state (un-controllable state), due to increased levels of Testosterone hormones. I felt like it would be safer to follow his directions instead of fights.

He grabbed my shirt from the collar which was already unbuttoned and then pulled it off gently, and started un-buttoning his own shirt. In a moment, we were both bare-chested. He gave me once again that “hungry” looks and then grabbed my right hand and placed it on his back near waist line. He probably wanted some sort of participation from me, instead of being a victim or behaving like a dead meat.

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His seducing actions lowered my fears of “unexpected horrors” and also made me feel sexually aroused. It was a real, warm, smooth human body that I was embracing, which was so far only possible for me in my dreams or fantasies. This was first time experience for me to have such a close and sensational touch of a human body. I don’t find myself capable of describing in words the sensation of touch and feel of a smooth, soft, shiny body which I was embracing and which was touching me from chest to chest and belly to belly. Moreover his moving fingers were accelerating the hormones in required body parts of my body.

 He then folded his knees and pulled my jeans a little down and next I felt was a warm, sensational touch around my waistline. He was licking across my waistline from one end to another. The tickling sensation due to his licking automatically made me move my hands to his shoulders and his head to control his movements.

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I assume he was enjoying it because next he pulled my jeans a little more downwards  (that gave me shivers again for the fears of getting raped) and then what I felt was a more passionate kiss and licking around my belly button. He was trying to grab my belly (skin) in his lips and moving upwards. It was deep and passionate kiss and its effect lasted on me too. This time he even went farther and started licking from the area where pubic hair start.

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His kissing was making me horny too but his actions were also making me fret on next (expected) horrendous part. He moved upwards, kissing most of my belly, chest and then nipple en-route and played around my nipples with his lips for a few moments. That was beyond my tolerance limits as I have very sensitive nipples and these are one of my weak points in my fantasies. He probably already knew it and that’s why he spent extra time here. It made my penis rock-hard and pumping up and down. I tried hard but could not stop moaning in ecstasy.

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While continuing to play with my nipples, he grabbed my crotch and balls in one hand and my hips from other hand and gave them a squeeze.

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He then took off his jeans, and socks and now he was wearing only undies.roomie-undies He was constantly staring at my body during all this and passing me smiles. Over dose of testosterone rushing through my body had also made me fearless to quite some extent and all I wanted was to reach the climax and unload. The super hard crotch was now throbbing with full pressure. He opened the button of my jeans and pulled down my jeans too. Now I was also in my undies in front of him. But there was a difference in my and his undies. My undie looked similar to following (don’t go on mini or micro style of undie.. the matter is the Tent position):

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He stood up straight and pulled my hands up and made me stand in an under-arrest, tied position with his one hand. I was breathing heavily with excitement and was desperately looking at him to stop torturing me like a sex-slave and help me unload my burden fast.

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He kissed my armpits, and then kissed me passionately and then continued kissing me on my neck/shoulder and hugged me tightly in his arms and started the shower above us. Probably he also was in a dilemma whether he should proceed any further or if that could be “dangerous” to “our future”. Or, I guess, my surrender to his actions and no resistance might have turned him to re-think and be soft on me.

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We kept standing there hugging each other under shower for a long time and he kept on kissing me and rub my back.

This was literally a KLPD event, and my first time with someone, which I won’t be able to forget throughout my life. There were many thoughts, mixed emotions and turbulence after we came out of bathroom finishing our shower but we did not talk to each other even a single word rest of the night.

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17 Comments Add yours

  1. Sameer Gond says:

    next try to have soon , it seems u too love him, bt not accepting

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    1. desimunda says:

      You know.. your comment is something very similar to what my roomie replied to me next day…when I asked him…”Why did he do that?”

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  2. Chakravarthy says:

    Aww, a real KLPD moment, nothing short of Balaji teleserials 😜. Hope the next chapter has more intimate moments.

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    1. desimunda says:

      At least someone is so kind to write a few words after reading this story.. Thank you Chakravarthy.

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  3. Chakravarthy says:

    My pleasure, looking forward to your next chapter, when is it going to be ready?

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    1. desimunda says:

      Depends upon…when any major.. event occurs in my love-life.. which is worth sharing here 😀

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  4. Chakravarthy says:

    Let me tell u something, hope this helps you in the next step. I am a gay but in a closet, I was in love with my roomie and I felt, he too had similar feelings, but both of us could not make the bold move , because of the fear of rejection I suppose. They were plenty of missed opportunities, not for physical intimacy but to express love and to experience it. I wasn’t bold enough and I am sure he was in similar dilemma, our love story remains unfulfilled. We both are married with happy families but there is still that void in my life.
    If you love your roomie, I think u should reciprocate. If you don’t, it will haunt you forever.

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    1. desimunda says:

      I appreciate your generous suggestion and value the lessons learnt through experience. I totally agree with you but I am afraid too. Firstly my liking to him (or love for him) has developed recently..if you read my story from beginning, I had never dreamt or felt sexual attraction of male body before meeting him. Now how do I ascertain that it is not infatuation and is really a love for him? (same for him).
      Secondly, looking at the general relationship scene in homosexual world, I am very afraid of having an end to relationship sooner or later as there is lack of commitment and loyalty. Hetrosexual couple may not be compatible too but they keep on trying to their last possible extent to save their marriage. Gay couples, especially in their young age, hop on from one partner to another (except for a very rare breed of loving couples which is hard to find in India).

      And then there will be job and relocation part, even if I ignore the social and family pressure for the time being. You tell me… how should I make my mind resolve these puzzles?
      Even I am sometimes worried about losing him (a golden gift of true love, if it is a realty), and would not like to let him go to regret in later years of my life but again I am in a state where I cannot sort it out on my own and need help from good friends like you.
      This is the sole purpose of sharing my love story through blog to get a genuine advice from more experienced friends like you and (love guru – Adore Abhijit).

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  5. Chakravarthy says:

    Absolutely, you hit the nail. I was in similar boat, this was about 10 years ago. I never realised I was gay, never saw a man as an object of sexual desire, but when I met my roomie, I was instantly attracted, it was infatuation, I struggled hard to contain my feeling but gradually it turned into love, we would prefer to spend time together , just us, watch movies, go to restaurants. Wherever we go, it was just us, neither I nor he invited any other person ( man or woman), the bond between us grew gradually and I realised that it wasn’t just infatuation but genuine love.
    We are married now, we live on 2 different continents, we still are in touch but not as frequent, but that underlying emotion still exists atleast in me. This can’t be infatuation.
    I am not suggesting you to fall for your roomie’s desires, u want a friend and a lover, see him as a friend but not a sexual pervert but be clear to him that ur not ready for physical intimacy ,let the love between u two flourish, if his is a true love, u will know it.

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    1. desimunda says:

      You are a genius. Thanks once again.
      At least I can co-relate my love-life and dilemma to a great extent with first half of your paragraph. It is almost following the similar tracks.
      It will not be completely honest if I say that I don’t have a feeling for him. Yes, I do now (but not sure what it is). But you suggested it very correctly to give it a time to flourish.

      I am glad to find such a great online friend (you).

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  6. Chakravarthy says:

    I believe in destiny and I believe there is purpose for every thing that we do, knowingly or unknowingly.
    I don’t how I found ur blog, but reading your story took me back in time – the joy, the pain, the completeness, the guilt, the blessings and a regret.
    If I could help someone find real love, I would be glad to share my experiences.

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    1. desimunda says:

      Glad, you are here.

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